Rambling

I tend to ramble sometimes.  My mom use to say that when I was younger Sixx from Blossom reminded her of me.  I could go on and on and say the same thing 50 billion times before I slowed down.  Which is why she never understands why I dont go to law school.  Something I’ve been thinking about but I just dont know…I mean its HARD and EXPENSIVE LOL.  On top of that because I work at a law firm now, I see how hard it is to get hired.  So maybe in a few years after I have a masters I’ll revisit, but I’m not in a rush.

Anywho working out has been going pretty ok, I need to work out in the morning but I can’t seem to push myself out the bed LOL  I wake up, go pee and see its dark and my body is like go back to sleep, but then when I get off I wanna go home.  However, having my clothes with me at work does help the situation.  But I’m down 3 pds so that’s WONDERFUL!  I’m trying to keep track of my food via MyFitnessPal and this other tracker I downloaded it tends to keep me focused on overeating which I can do especially if I’m home bored LOL

Dating is….dating LOL.  Not bad but nothing to jump up and be geeked up about.  MM wants to hang out soon and I honestly could care less.  I mean he’s all over the place and I thought I was bad.  One minute he doesn’t want a gf the next minute he’s like I wanna come down there to visit you (he lives in Bmore) and the next minute he’s talking about I wonder how it would be if we lived together…BOO get it together.

Puerto Rican Younghin popped back up the day before V-day.  Apparently his phone was off and he’s been working alot (rolls eyes).  This could all very well be true because he works with my cuz and she tells me how horrible work has been and on top of that she says he talks about me all the time and he’s crazy about me..yea uh huh we’ll see LOL.  I dont like to be cynical but it is what it is at this point.

D called me the other day talking about he missed me.  I’m like ok that’s nice to know, glad I’m missed.  I dont feed into whatever he says I think he just wants a reaction.  So I’m like how is life and he’s like oh its ok, you know life changes.  I’m like what’s that mean, he goes you know people coming and going.  I was like yea such is life, you gotta deal with it.  he was like yea that’s good for you, I’m like boo I dont rejoice in anyone’s sadness (he’s apparently referring to thinking I care that he and homegirl are not working on and he THINKS he is gonna move on to me..boo bye) he is def a character.  Its like the more we spend time apart I realize how he annoys the HECK outta me. Cutting me off when I’m tryin to talk, giving advice that aint even real advice, thinking he knows everything..that mess has always been there but I dont think I ever paid too much attention to it and now that I dont deal with it, I’m like WHOA Buddy pipe down LOL

At any rate life is pretty chill right now, can’t complain