Cold Turkey

I had a weak moment…

Told myself I wouldnt go there again and I did

I saw him.  Friday hung out with a homegirl of mine, he said he was in town could he come thru…yes

BLAH

I realize now I can’t keep doing this to myself…why, just when he’s or at least I think he is..outta my system..I let him creep back in

Knowing that I deserve better, knowing that if he was serious he would call more, make more time.

So I have to start over today, cause this is horrible…insanely horrible

Cold Turkey…I gotta do it…i have to love myself more, than I want him..ugh