Crash & Burn

We can be tired, weary and emotionally distraught, but after spending time alone with God, we find that He injects into our bodies energy, power and strength.
Charles Stanley

I am soooo tired.  At work about to go home and pack for my weekend at the folks house.  My babies start school on Tuesday and it wouldn’t be right if I wasn’t there.  Well to me anyway LOL.  Kindergarten and Pre-K here we come.  I’ve been coming in early and going home a lil later than normal to get some things finished for my boss and it just hit me that I’m TIRED.  I mean like TIRED. I havent’ had a life really for the last few weeks other than work and its starting to catch up with me.

 
Last night I went out to dinner with a friend of mine from college who recently moved back to the area and it was soo good to see her and laugh and know that yes we’ve grown and matured but she hasn’t changed in the areas that matter 🙂
 
I’m getting back into the gym next week…yea yea I know I should go tonight after I get off but I dont want to simple as that LOL  However, my trip to Jamaica will be quickly approaching and I can’t be looking like somebody preg momma like I did in DR last year (and yes I’m my own worse enemy but so what)
 
So hopefully this weekend I will get to sleep, do some laundry and love up on my babies.  I miss them so much when I leave its always a big scene cause I want to cry but I mean its not really all that bad LOL..i think im just emotional when it comes to them.  I’ve seen each of them (except the oldest) come into the world (its like they waited for me to get there lol) so i spoil them and hold them as much as I can..even though my parents tell me I overdo it sometimes…hey that’s what aunties are for 🙂
 
In other news..men are bananas lol well their brains anyway..well some of them…the ex calls me last night…late…my first thought it something done happened to Nana…i love that lady.  No matter what he and I went thru his family will always hold a special place in my heart….so i’m like hello whats wrong is everything ok..yea..do you have company…um no why…i wanted to talk to you..ok whats up…why you ignoring me lately…playing me to the side…UMMMMM BOOO WTF?!!!!?!?!?!?
 
I busted out laughing and was like you have got to be kidding me.  He was like its over between me and her..I miss you..i said boo you only miss me cause I dont miss you and dont care about you anymore…i mean i care about your wellbeing but i aint calling and now you wanna know why….you were ENGAGED….crickets…yea that’s what I thought
 
I tell ya…folks be thinking the grass is greener on the other side..truth is its just plastic

Mechanics

Sometimes being a woman is a bit of an annoyance. As much as I would like to I still have yet to figure out how to change my own oil. This might be due to the fact that I don’t have a front yard and I ain’t laying on the ground in front of my apt complex LOL

I need my brakes changed have been for a while. I call Pepboys the price they quote me is pretty good (from what my coworker says) but then she is like is that for the front or both..um blank face I have no idea lol

So I text TIP (my friend looks like T.i) and ask can he do it and offer TI take him to dinner . I would rather spend 150 than 300…he replies sure I will do it. WOOOHOOO now just have to go but them and hope I don’t need rooters too lol

Random

Everyone needs a day or night to just let loose and drink wine till they pass out with the bottle LOL

I’m joking a little but I need one of those “college” nights. Wake up wondering huh what in the world happened but YES I needed that lol

This weekend will consist of couch time tonight, brunch time tomorrow and meeting up with a coworker Sunday. In between all that clean the apt ugh

But all in all I’m just happy to be same cause things could be worse LOL

It never ceases to amaze me just how the heart works. Just as easily abut can love it can totally despise someone.

It feels good to look at him and no longer feel like he was meant for me. It feels good to say ahhh he’s cute but he def ain’t all that lol

Feels good to say eh he’s getting a lil chunky lol hey whatever works huh

Work is good and I’ve gotten back into working out. Life is pretty ok and I can’t ask for anything more right now 🙂

Someone who I use to talk to off and on during college recently admitted that they always liked me but we seem to have bad timing. We went on our first outing with my nephews and his son.

Not thinking anything right now but it feels good to see hey beautiful occasionally 🙂

Let’s hope I can update more often lol esp since I’ve downloaded the iPhone app